Should I leave dA, too?

*vent journal, you can ignore if you want to*

I don't know, guys... Recently I lost several dear friends here... Do you think I should go away, too? I mean, some of them left the site for their own reasons, and other ones have become my enemies
Now, I don't want to act like an attention whore, but I think I'm not welcome anymore here on dA. No, no, I'm not exaggerating: 4 people blocked me and want me dead, due to something I have and other reasons that I can't explain here. In this moment I feel really sad for these things I realized, so I don't know if it's convenient for me stay here...
What do you suggest I do, guys? Do I have to leave this site partially hostile to me, or shouldn't I give a fuck and continuing my works? (the second option disturbs me as they were my dear friends before I made a terrible mistake)
If anybody among you has read this journal, just write below your suggestions, please. It's really a hard decision to me, and I don't really know what to do